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Originally Posted by Angel of Bedlam
So I left my job last month because I just couldn't take being there anymore. My anxiety would be so high (for very little reason), that I would think of every reason not to go. I literally stopped going and calling. Well, I got an email from my boss today, asking me if I wanted to come back to work. I don't know of it's the right thing to do. I was looking into getting a job at the gas station right near my house. I figured it would be easy work, I'd be on my feet, and could easily walk on nice days. With the job, I've hit road block after road block. I have to have a million different licences like my alcohol permit and a food handler's permit... all of which cost cash that I just don't have.
I'm confused. Do I go back to my old position- one that I hate and that is commission based and flat out unenjoyable? Or do I find some way to keep paying for these permits so I can get the job I'd rather have? Any thoughts are greatly appreciated.
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I'm having a very similar experience. I can't keep away from the old work / life at the moment but ........... I broke down the bits of the job I could do and the bits I hated and have gone for something I believe will give me less pain overall. Problem is I just don't like being with people at all so maybe it's a vain hope.
My biggest worry is that bills need to be paid so there's no alternative to the work. No way to keep out of the fire for long so to speak. Not sure any of that helps?