1. You are absolutely not crazy. Those feelings are very normal. 2. If you go to a church and explain to them they might be able to help. DHHR has a lot of help for people getting counseling. There are probably specific groups for rape victims. I understand not being allowed to get help when I needed it. You can message me if you ever need to talk.

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