((((((( ouch )))))))))
Keep trying, try not to slip off. If you can think you will never get better, then you can think that you will get better. I really hope that this new med will help. And be honest and brave when you go out into the day, and just believe in yourself. All of us here at pc believe in you. It can be so hard to tell yourself that you can do it, but try. I know what you mean about being scared. But everyone gets scared, and those fears may pass. I hope you get better and can find a med.
We are here for you whenever you need it.
Good Luck
Lots of hugs
-Megan-