Dear consulting T,
Today I really wanted to send you an e-mail but I have already sent one in the morning after stopping the therapy so two e-mails per day would be really too many... I wanted to send you an e-mail when I realized (actually I guess I knew that from the beginning but I didn't want to admit it to myself) that I lied to you at the last session. You asked me how my parents reacted when they got to know something about csa and I said "okay", you even repeated the question but again I said that they reacted okay... But they didn't - it was the worst hour in my life, I think even worse than the whole abuse... But I couldn't have told you that... For the whole life they were and they still are the best parents in the world, just for this one small hour they weren't, they really screwed it up...