Dear T,
I'm so all over the place

back and forth and all around. I really *hate* needing therapy. I don't know why it's such a dramatic thing for me....but we both know it is. I hope you don't let my idealization go to your head

I mean let's face it, it does happen with Ts all the time. It's hard not to let a client's positive idealistic picture of you make you feel good (or the negative crap I spew make you feel badly). I really hope you're stronger than I am. I need a safe place to land right about now....