I am feeling the same way lately. Actually tonight specifically. I actually reached out this week, and made plans with three people, who all just now cancelled on me, or simply ignored my text. It hurts to feel rejected. I actually am a really good friend to others too. I just want someone to share my time with and have experiences with in a way that I cannot have with my husband. But I am realizing right this moment, that it's never going to happen. So instead I will burry myself into my homework, so deep that I am lost in the text, and I don't have to waste my mental energy thinking of all the reasons they might of rejected me and how hurt I am. At least, with school, what you put into it, you get back.