wow t well thank you for being your wonderful t self, there i said it I just came right out and told you how much i miss you and that i need you and that i don't WANT to etc. And then I promptly scheduled another appointment. egads when will it ever end?! remember when i asked you "why does everybody ELSE get to walk around crazy, but I don't?!" i wanted to ask you that again tonight except I think by this point, you would be offended if I did ! I think quite possibly maybe we are finally getting down to the REAL work 2+ years in. Ahhh.