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Originally Posted by healingme4me
How long, are your appointments? And, what leaves you feeling, he's laughing at what you say?
Sometimes, to treat the underlying depression, need to address the risky behaviors that are masking all that is underneath.
Ever consider, the narcotics contribute to the paranoia? Won't know, until you detox.
Hope you find a way through this. What was your prescribed med, that you stopped taking?
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I've never had an appointment that's lasted more than 10 minutes. He just asks things like 'do we still have all the correct contact details', and 'are you still at university'. Just practicalities really. And I just feel like its a waste of time, because I already have to self harm a lot after any appointment, because I know I shouldn't be going to the appointments. I don't deserve help.
He's laughing at my explanation of why I take legal highs, but not prescribed medication. He didn't give me chance to explain that the drugs are anonymous, the people I buy them from don't know me. Prescribed drugs, they're specifically given to ME, I just don't trust them. How am I supposed to know what they're giving me? I just don't want to be controlled by them.
The paranoia happened long before I took the drugs. And seeing the things other people don't see/hear, that happened before I started taking them as well.
I was just started on 50mg Sertraline, because while I'd been diagnosed with depression for a while I kept missing appointments.