i retalked to my dad today because he said i thought i was was making a new therapist appt and and i said "no a new pdoc..." and he looked at me and said "well i dont blame you because we have to drive so far but dont mess yourself over". basically he meant (besides the driving so far) that to keep taking my meds. he said "are yuo gonna tell her about your last shot" and i just "...yea". :/ :/ :/

i guess i better tell her im on the shot....idk how to go about doing that though. beceause they know why people get the shots. for noncompliance. and thats not what i want her to think of me.

im real nervous about what my dad thinks.