Frozen Heart-I don't know how exactly, but I got out of the loop. So can you.

I had to jump into stuff uncomfortably. It really has been hurting but I am making motions a bit on the auto-poilet. So it does get better, even though it feels like jumping in a cold river.

I got some job interviews, went to Work Source and signed up for a couple of free classes.

Typed up a resume' (something I aint done in years) Sent and re-sent a appllication along with looked up my refeerences and transcript. (Anyway the trouble usualllly is that there is quitee a bit of leg work involved with doing the thing that is being put off. The loop occurs when one knows that oonly a new activity which involves some kind of transition happens.

The only concellation is this: There are no wrong moves I can do if I sincerely want to work in the direction of bettering the person I am. So what I say here is that you will harm not yoour self by doing things that you usually aren't prone to involve yourself in as long as it is in the nature of goodness. On the otheer handddd doing bad things, I do not recommend at all