It is something. I didn't know about the pcd. I did know and I think I told you about anhedonic ejaculation. It seems to be ranked like this:

1) anhedonic ejaculation is a neutral experience of blah, as opposed to the expected euphoric experience

2) PCD is a mildly negative response to male ejaculation.

3) Your condition involves a severely negative response to ejaculation.

If you agree that all of those are on the same axis, with yours being the worst case, you can maybe research what people with milder versions have done to help themselves and try those approaches, on the assumption that they might help you as well, though to a lesser extent.

My goodness, there are all sorts of forms of suffering you hear about nowadays.