she wanted to put me in hospital TODAY and i kept saying "im not going to hospital. im not going to hospital. im not going to hospital". and she said "well can you sign a contract?" and i said "im not signing anything". and she said "well can you promise me you wont hurt yourself?" and i just said yea. and i shoook her hand and all that stuff.

and we kinda talked back and forth about my meds and it was just idk.............