I just want to forget that I have this and stop thinking about it. I think I function better in denial. The more I think about my condition the more it bothers me. I need to focus on things I want to accomplish and stop worrying about my screwed up brain. I hate everything about me so I hate thinking ... I need to just keep busy. It was helpful to see on here how many people have some of the exact same issues. Doesn't make me hate myself any less. I need to stop thinking. I'm screaming inside right now yelling at myself to shut up.

~Sent from Dark Side of the Moon~