Ok... So, when I am either depressed, irritable,or anger, I take it out my friend. My friend is getting impatient,annoyed,starting to not want to be friend. Should I tell her why I am treating like this? Because of my depression?

She is my BF, & she won't tell anyone so I trust her, but I am still terrified to tell her.

I actually want to tell her I am suicidal...but I don't know if I should.