Hello,taylorgs. I'm glad you've shared with us, and I think Frankbtl has hit the points that needed to be hit, so I don't have much to say. I'm so sorry to hear that you feel isolated because of your sexual orientation, but you're not alone and in time I hope you can find the comfort that you really need to be yourself and to be truly happy. Self-discovery is the foundation to a stable and gleeful life. Know you have friends here and we are all willing to listen and give support when needed. Much luck!