hallo any ideas i suffer with double depression and i feel some form of pd my main issue is that i am obsessed about work along with depression i have back problems vertigo ibs fibromyalgia i seem to think that if i had a job and i'd be working i'd be ok i am on meds tried so many that didn't work i rarely take the full ammount -don't know if i am scared of losing my depression as this would make me face looking for work i have been out of work so long i doubt if i'd get one it goes back to if i had a job i'd be ok.i am at the end of the road with my confusions and suicidal thoughts are creeping back tried hosts of therapies i feel washed up with no support off the so called professionals as they offer me little apart from glib answers such as do voluntary work or take care of myself i seem to go from hating them to being so needy off them i have read pd diagnosis and they come out with depressive as the main one .i know there is something wrong with me but would a pd diagnosis make sense of my life?