welcome to the forums.....you will find plenty of folks here that can relate to your concerns.....i think that its important to get a correct diagnosis......then you know what you are dealing with and can get the proper help......i also would caution you about not taking meds as prescribed......they can only work if you take them and the only way you will know for sure if a certain med is working for you......keep posting....we'll help you all we can.....