HI!
Am new to all of this and duno how to post proper haha.
Well, i havent been formally diagnosed with BPD as of yet, but i do feel everything BPD had applies to how i have felt for years. severe moods, anxiety of abandonment, reckless behaviour and the ability to pick words apart and find negative meanings. the worst feeling is the incredible lonliness i feel. i feel i have no friends, though i do have some they are settled and i never see them, i hav a boyfriend but he has friends and is embarrassed to let me see his friends again as i made such a scene last time due to social phobia i seem to have. i could really need some help here xxx