I can relate, as I suffer from depression, panic, and anxiety

Due to my diagnoses, symptoms, self esteem, body image, and the general population's lack of understanding of mental health...I CHOOSE to be alone! People annoy me!
Then...I have always compared myself to other men and I always am inferior to them. I have so wished I could trade minds and especially bodies with virtually any man but me.
Yeah...friends!? "Just cheer up and others worse off"...that is a song for most! I know they mean well, but again, it is their lack of understanding!