Unstable29..my heart goes out to you You, like myself, have been dealt some very unfavorable circumstances in life friend. My condolences for your losses, I know this is difficult, as I lost my father in 2007 and I tell you, it has been very challenging for me. I have seen 21 "professionals" in mental health....the one who really helped me was a specialist in Bereavement Counseling. This therapist was awesome! Might be worth checking out?

PM me anytime...I am here to help