I think i have no ability to open up and receive comfort from others - not family or friends and least of all my therapist. I have yet to cry which she thinks is stopping my growth. The thought of someone wrapping their arms around me while Im crying is both an incredibly frightening shocking event and yet what I most desire in life. Ok. Well.... today I've been writing allot of realizations yet not asking many questions.. Please feel free to write back so this post doesnt linger in e-purgatory.