I should have checked that the Internet was working before posting. Or copied what I wrote. Preferably both.

I know I shouldn't play with my meds. My psychiatrist told me I should stick to my meds or stop them completely. I chose door #3. Hopefully it doesn't backfire. I'm seeing him next week. I worry that he'll get pissed off and decide to stop seeing me (and probably mark my record). I always put other people before myself. Well, almost always.

Perhaps because of the idea that this mighty work, I feel a bit better. I finally did the dishes and tidied up a bit. I'm going to do a bit more. If nothing else, at least I won't constantly be reminded of how lazy I am. And I'm not laying in bed.