not feeling anything

Hi,
I had gone to therapy for about a year(different therapists) for different reasons..
I didn't feel like the therapy was helping so I stopped goin
The problem is that I don't really feel anything.
One of the reasons why I went to therapy was that I was afraid of being haunted, and had OCD(rituals).
but it's over now.
The problem now is that I don't really feel enjoyment or suffering out of things.
I have (as far as I know) social phobia.
I'm always afraid to talk to people, and afraid of being embaressed or being weird
( I'm afraid to embaress people with my weirdness).
I think that something is wrong with me due to the fact that I don't really feel suffering
out of that.
I allways try to enjoy things such as music, pictures, girls, ect, but don't know how..
I would really appreciate it if you would be able to help me.
)i'm also taking medicines(ziprexa and risperdal) but on a really small dosage,
wich isn't really supposed to affect me.

Thank a lot,
Anonymius