Day 20.......what is normal anymore?

Im feeling great....there are some relapses of anxiety, but I know its minor and passes quickly....the difference is.....it doesn't scare or bother me anymore....its just a manifestation of getting clean.....detoxing, if you will....

Sleeping normally.....I still need the CPAP....so I dont wake up several times during the night, gasping for air....

I past by the beer and wine section of the grocery store today.....without thought, I didnt stop or paruse.....I just....simply.....walked by......what the heck is that?......I cant believe I did it!! No second thoughts....

Guess Im at the point now where I dont feel the need to get high or drunk.....its really starting to happen.....my body is changing.....turning to the good and the healthy....

ramble.....