(((((Zenobia)))))) things will be okay.

feel better?

now, let me explain.

these things you listed are called : LIFE! surprise!

mother's are like that. oh well.

dogs are like that. it's tough, it really, really is.

NOT being in pee wee football is a good thing oh the problems children have from forcing their bodies into sports too early.... and children need to learn about disappointments and about not getting everything they want immediately (something it sounds like your spouse NEVER learned?)

I rarely come into this forum, so forgive my intrusion, but please don't take it out on yourself. I do understand guilt, but as my T just reminded me TODAY ::: guilt is a choice.

gads I didn't want to hear that. I don't SI, but sure beat myself up other ways.

ok. so I'm pessimistic... what's the worst that can happen (and, in my mind, maybe some good things too?) you could take the kid and leave, you could actually divorce, you could go bankrupt, ...

gee you'd think I could think of worse things in my state of mind...

yeah ok your life ain't so hot right now...but you're an adult. Tell yourself that pretty soon you will make some adult decisions to make your and your son's life better.....

<font color=blue> meditation is a true way to connect to the Source </font color=blue>

<div class="foot">(Edited by SkyBdark on 07/20/04 07:27 PM.)</div>