The Darkness descends upon me (and my family) in this cursed land of hell, nothing will raise me up into the happy world of "everything's great." We are cursed. That's all. Hell surrounds my fire eyes of death. I can't withstand any more hellish pain. Its my fault. I know it is. I said last year that this year will be far worse than last, and the year before. I literally can't catch a breath between all the hell. I wish I can say everything's great for us. Its not. Mom still dies away in pain and suffering with no ending in sight. Today a pipe broke. What a shocker! I am constantly hearing about the Olympics and how there is not much other news. Nothing. We have no water in our house right now. This is while the world seems fine and dandy as on the news. I have a feeling more bad news will come while its fine in the world. We still have to move, and its moving down in the world. Financially we will fail. We cannot sustain this rate of repairs with our income. Look at the stock market. Going up, while my dad's company never sees recovery. I mean the company he works at. Every single bleeping time something appears "good" it turns into a mess or negative. I am still waiting for this deal that was promised to us and a contract for my brother's company. The company that is promising us this contract to buy some of my brother's apps nothing's happened and the original promise was all the way back in last April. Not one single positive has happened that turned out to be true. Our family has had countless hopes but every single one of them has crashed down upon us with the Devil. OK.