A staff member who is with the program I'm in comes to my house. I hate these unscheduled home visits. I tried to avoid the session by returning home late but she waited in the parking lot. She said I was intoxicated (which was somewhat true) and tracked her muddy boots all over my clean kitchen floor. Then she grilled me on keeping a gun in the house because she saw some targets on the table, shooting happens to be a sport of mine, and I became uncomfortable. I asked her to please leave several times, she would not do so. That's when I said "well how would it be if I called the cops" then she gathered her things and left. She just really made me annoyed. I would have called the police if she kept this up. Was I completely out of line. I have PTSD and became very anxious when she just stayed there talking to me. Now I would apologize and she is the one trained to handle such episodes, not me. She should have seen I was at my wit's end with her and left. I am terrified she will tell lies and have the "men in white coats" take me. Sorry I had to rant. Hugs
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