So I didnt last long before getting sucked back in. Stress drove me back into bad habits. Today will be a distraction day online. I just need to remember not to get pissed off at all the uneducated and unhelpful posts. Life hurts, I am coping, its not affecting my mood but it is making me emotional and drives me to not so healthy coping strategies. I feel guilty for failing but I guess its always 2 steps forward and one back...