I hate myself right now. I feel terrible, like there's some fatal flaw in me that causes everyone to be repelled. And I hate that I keep forcing you to tolerate me. I know I'm projecting right now, but it feels so real that I can't help it. I feel like everyone hates me, and like everyone would be better off if I left them all alone. Ugh. I hate this.
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HazelGirl
PTSD, Depression, ADHD, Anxiety
Propranolol 10mg as needed for anxiety, Wellbutrin XL 150mg
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