feeling really sad today, like no one understands how I feel. Im feeling neglected by my husband and family. I am trying to fix it, but it seem that talking about it makes it worse, I am praying I can feel better tomorrow. all I want to do is sleep all day. that's my depression, I am proud that I have not gotten angry, or have rage, but its sever depression, im not suicidal, thank goodness, but I am overwhelmed, and sad, like in a dark room, and I cant find the light, but I keep searching and will never stop looking for the light, and once I find it, it shines so bright, I feel over joyed with good emotions, I love being happy. And hate being sad. As do all of us. I will get thru how I am feeling, and it is a process making any relationships work, I cant control what or how others act, but I can control my self. I need to remember this, and the good things that come of it.