It's hard for me to come back to reality when i wake up in the morning. i don't even know how to describe it. what i can say is, it feels like i don't know exactly where i am in the morning, it's painful thoughts, haunting me every day. i'm suffering major depression, i see therapist every week. i just don't know how to handle the delusions, plus something is calling my name sometimes at night while i'm alone in my room. help please, am I insane?