I don't know if I consider myself recovered or not. I have been doing really well. However I don't know if I could look at my weight and be ok with knowing that I am over my safe weight. I think seeing it would mean it is written in stone, make it real; and I am not sure if I am ready for that. I no longer have a dietician monitoring my weight. It has been almost 2yrs since my last ED hospital stay, but only 1yr since my last relapse.