hi Rapunzel! thanks for writing me! you are right. my religion and my children are very important to me. they are my reason for living. I am ready to do anything to make my children happy and safe and keep my faith!
about my husband he's a complicated one! he is spiteful, he has a habit of wanting to know everything and have everything under control and yet he always told you the least possible about him or what he does. he is very nice when he want or he thinks that you deserve it, like a ''reward''. and what is more intolerable is that he takes me for a lassie or a immature. let me give you some example. one day when I was in my country and we had a fight, he stayed about 6 months without calling me or sending me the money for my education and my supply. and since i came here in may 2012 he has not yet done my papers so that I can study or work. every time I asked him he told me either that he had no money or he could not or he would do it on a specific date. and when come that day, nothing. now I'm tired of asking.
but I sure he is afraid if I have my papers and I start to go out he could not watch me or i go back again with the girls whereas everything that interests me now is to finish my studies, take care of my children and strengthen my faith.
I do not want to have to depend on him anymore. I need my independence and if things continue like this I do not think I could stand it
and if it was not my kids I would do everything i can to return to my country