hey Travelinglady! i know that homosexuality is more accepted now but i need my family to be united; that a promise i made to my self since my parent's divorce.I do not want my children to live in the misfortunes of a parent's separation besides my religion forbids homosexuality so i have no other choice but to berate my feeling
and about the possibility that my husband might be open to some suggestions, i don't think so! there is practically no preliminary when we have sex and he finished almost immediately after penetration. I agree to make love just by conjugal duty.
it's not a easy situation i know but it's my choice.
I could only wish he has a pleasant character, he is easy to live and that I no longer have my homo thoughts that I physically control