I'm not even sure where to start to give more info. I have depression and anxiety, diagnosed about three years ago. I'm not in a bad relationship, I think the stress of our situation has gotten to us. My boyfriend got laid off a few months ago and nobody will give him a job and we both took an EMT course so we're trying to finish that. We both have one test left to get certified. We are really broke, can barely pay my bills. My mother hates my boyfriend and he hasn't done anything to her or me, she says he is a smartass and she doesn't like it. He just likes to joke and his whole family is like that. My job sucks, I only get paid minimum wage which is $7.25/hr here and about 20 hours a week. My depression has gotten worse over the last few months and I don't think my medication is working anymore. I feel like I am stuck in a deep, dark hole and can't get out. I've been so angry and sometimes I don't even know why. One minute I'm happy and laughing, the next minute I'm irritated. This post doesn't even do justice to the crap that's going on with me now. Sometimes I feel like the stuff I go through isn't even worth it. I'm just, I don't know... *sigh*