A few years ago I went through a relapse with anorexia. I didn't want to give it up...I felt that it was my "security blanket" and mine in which no one else had and could not take away. Although I cannot discuss all of what I went through, I had to choose life over my anorexia. I can understand how it is hard to give up what feels as part of you and your identity but through hard work, persistence, and the support of others it can be done.