Every time something bothers me in the slightest, I just have this strong urge to slit and cut and slash my wrists and arms. I have a violent mind and don't handle things well. But what sets me off the most is when I see a message on PC that is yellin at someone for posting something suicidal. That just makes me CRAZY!! I can't handle it. I too feel like that sometimes and I just want someone to comfort me but I guess people don't understand that.

And even if I get bumped or touched by accident, I will completely FREAK out. Something is seriously wrong with me. I NEED to be in a psych ward but I can't get help. I want help but CANT!!

Something bad is going to happen. And I won't be able I control myself. I'll go crazy and hurt myself too badly to save me. Or I'll hurt someone else. I'm too violent for my own good. I love blood and cutting things open. I like weapons and I like getting beat up. I swear I've turn into some sort of psychopath and I don't know what's wrong with me

This is my very very desperate cry for HELP!!