YES...... it could be and probably is - ((((((( HUGS )))))))
My abuse went on for 11 long painful years and it has been about 28 years since it stopped and yet I still have a hard time when going to bed at night.... I know I am safe as an adult and with my husband beside me and yet my mind often gets taken away to the old days and I actually feel as though someone is pulling on my covers and they are trying to get under my sheets to sexual abuse, but once again.
Some times I tell my husband how I am feeling and he holds me tight and at other times I tuck the sheet under my body as to keep the hands from me..... I have often become the little five year old that remembers it all, and I cry.
LoVe,
Rhapsody - ((( hugs )))
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