Mandy

Could it be that, part of me was stuck with the gun to my back

Was might need to be switched with is.

Sweetie, I don't mean to put you on the spot, but I really think you need to think about going back into therapy.

These are mountainous issues better handled with a support system.

You cannot, no matter how much you try to analyze the reasons why things are as they are, find logic in the illogical. What happened to you makes no sense.

You are opening up here like never before. I know how HARD that is for you and I respect your courage.

Petunia