Its been snowing a lot here. I know snow is beautiful, but I don't like being stuck at home all day long. At the same time however, outside sucks because people talk about me in their conversations. Nothing is perfect. Mom still is having severe health problems but I swear she has a lack of insight for medical illnesses. She usually waits to do something about the problem when it becomes life threatening. I keep telling her to go to the hospital. Last year with a health problem it got so bad that her temperature reached over 105 and the cellulitis covered a lot of her body. She needed emergency surgery. Right now her legs are so swollen its excruciating pain along with severe spasms in her back. She can barely walk. Yes she is going to a doctor tomorrow, but why did it take so long if she started this problem awhile back? The pipe isn't 100% fixed and because of the snow and yet we still wanted them to come over, they were in a minor car accident. So its our fault. If our pipe didn't break it would never have happened. WE ARE CURSED.

To everyone who is having a bad time, I hope you get better. It seems a lot of people are struggling at the same time.