Id say if you feel like harming yourself or are worried you might...hospitalization is a good idea. I personally consider that even if I am a bit unsure....but yeah when I feel impulsive about it like getting random thoughts of ways to attempt and wondering if I can stop myself I defiantly would either call 9-11 or have someone take me to the ER if possible.

I understand just trying to push through another day because you know something that might make you feel a bit better is coming up...but what is more important is if you can make it safely.