[QUOTE=Rapunzel;3575003]What would be the purpose or goal in being hospitalized at this point? Are you in danger now?

Thanks for replying to my post Rapunzel! You see... this question of what the point would be of being hospitalized now is exactly what I struggle with. There is no point to it except that I know from my history that I'm almost always in danger to one degree or another. But I'm also just a day or two away from a point in time when I'll be okay for a while. So why push the panic button even if I'm feeling out of control at the moment. It's not like I haven't been there before... many times. So I just tough it out & wait for the feeling to pass. And, so far, since my last attempt 15 months ago, it has... tomorrow time will tell...