See, I don't want to be a hermit. I find that I need to be at home to recharge.... but it doesn't make me happy. I get way too restless, and get irritated/miserable when I feel like I'm trapped somewhere.
And unfortunately for me, when I'm hypomanic I have got ZERO attention span. I might go headfirst into some hobby obsessively for a few days... and then it's done and I probably won't go back to it for like a year. So... relying on hobbies is not reliable in my life! But when I'm in an up I do like people as that is when I want to be busy busy busy... and am most certainly too restless to stay put. 
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..."
"I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am.
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