Lesbo
I'm so sorry you're feeling so awful. Sounds like you are trying to pick yourself up and I'm glad you're starting some meds. Remember, they take time to start working.

You've got many things going on and all of them are tough issues, so I'm proud that you are still trying to move forward and help yourself. You deserve it.

Will you continue with a therapist? I think maybe until you feel more stability in your emotions, you shouls be talking with someone who can offer some care to you.

I truly wish I could offer some insight or make you feel better immediately........

Know I'm here is you need to talk.