Well, it's late and I'm really sleepy. I had some plans for the weekend and I spent almost of the time on the bed trying to sleep. I thought I was feeling a litle better about my thoughts, that I could think and speak more. Now I'm not sure about it, maybe because I have troubles in remember how I felt in the past, and the past means the last hour. It is really hard to tell. Now I have a lot of boring things to study and less time to do it. Tomorrow I'm going to see a psychologist to do some test about my personality, the funniest part is that I don't have a personality, I don't know who I am and how I behave. I think my pdoc thought some times that I could have psycho traits, I spoke a lot about how I couldn't felt the other people. She asked me if I used to lie. But I'm that person that feels guilty when lie or do something bad to someone, even this don't last many time. Even so I am very self centered and somewhat selfish. I really don't know what kind of personality I have or how I behave in the situations, so I guess the results won't be very accurate.
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I am not crazy, I am hurt
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