Yes it would be full time academic advising and be a step up in a much bigger university. It's the job I've always wanted to have- more of what I love. The people would be really great people to work with (based on my interactions wih them in the interview). I would also be relocating back where I grew up. Here, I don't have anything but my job. I was married years back and that tied me to the area, but not anymore.

I do have a therapist but I met with her last week and it was more like- I know what I new to do, I know the challenges for me right now, and I know things will change-so I can't let myself get down right now, since it's not gonna be like this forever. She kinda was like, hang in there and let's chat again in two weeks if u can't shake this.

I could talk to my parents a bit more, just to have a connection. But sometimes ifeelabout I let them in too much, and then my mom feels like she has the right to poke her head in on everything. At arms length is best with them, for now.