Hello,
I am new to this.....I've had depression bfor about 4 year already and it just seems to be gettibg worst. I am an emotional rollercoaster. . Iam married and my husband just doesn't seem to help with my problem. I usually stay home alone when he goes out with his friends, I do get mad because he leaves and then I get sad and blame my self; for getting mad at him :s my brain is a mess . My head then starts to jurt then every single part of my body feels stiff my jaw is tense and ny meds don't seem to help much. Can anyine help me control my emotions. Iam afraid i will one day become bypolar.my doctor told me that I have an anxiety disorder and borderline personality disorder. Gosh sometimes I just hate my self for being like this.