I'm trying to stay on the bright side of things. I've been having trouble controlling emotions lately. For like 2 weeks I was extremely manic and now I'm having terrible rapid cycling. I'm still trying to find a way to see a doctor to get medicines and talk therapy. Hopefully I will be able to switch insurance to something that will cover that kind of stuff. I'm a full time student who tried working in addition too, but my grades suffered so bad and the stress put me in the hospital so now that I'm not working money is non existent. But again, to look on the bright side, once I graduate I will be able to make big money and get the help I need