I don't know if I'm bi polar or not I'm afraid to falsely be diagnosed with anything. I feel like I could be fired at any point and that everyone hates me. Then others times I want to talk to everyone and give out my whole life story. I hate staying anywhere too long it makes me nervous and upset and irritated. I have trouble expressing why I feel the way I feel . Sometime I feel like doing things that I shouldn't but I do it without thinking. Idk should I go see a t. I don't like medicine if they prescribe it do I have to take it.