Thank you everyone for the kind words. I've been doing pretty well and spent most of the weekend with friends, which has helped a lot. Now that I've been home though, and alone with my thoughts, I can feel some sad thoughts trying to creep back in. My ex and I were pretty good friends as well, so I'm feeling like I'm losing a good friend. But I'm determined to keep pushing forward. I've had some pretty low points in my past, and I don't want to let myself get to that place again.